When it comes to relationships, maybe we're all in glass houses, and shouldn't throw stones, Because you can never really know. Some people are settling down, some are settling and some people refuse to settle for anything less. Than butterflies....
- Carrie from Sex and the City
Oh! The smugly married- They make me want to choke them! Firstly, I am sick of people settling for imperfection, then trying to combat their agony by being over the moon every time you speak to them. And all this in public view of a life I would NEVER want to have. I know this sounds harsh, even bitchy to a great extent, but think about it- I do not want an average life- I never have wanted one. I do not want a compromising relationship, where I wake up every morning to someone who is living his side of the deal and I'm living mine. Whats the point of settling down just for the heck of it? It has got to be the perfect person- it's a question of two lives (mine being the more important one!). It' s like all celebrations in my life have been halted till I tread to the alter- how annoying.
Nothing seems to go the correct direction- it's so sad... I am going back to my retail world- it's all so pretty and charming, pink and glossy, with a variety that could make my heart skip a beat... and no I will not have to settle for anything less! Than err... BUTTERFLIES!